Monday, May 23, 2011

Beautiful Confession

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Last night
I heard confession--
From a child with red eyes welling.
Voice cracking under burden
Of what he knew
That I did not.


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And his disregard, defiance had slapped across my guidance.
The issue was not weighty--
But my fear so deep and heavy
For a child rejecting wisdom.


Anxious was his glance,
Downturned as he waited--
For words and heavy consequences
To quickly flood the room.
But in that quiet moment...

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My heart heard God's heart
Whisper...
His kindness draws repentance.
His perfect love casts fear out.
His grace abounds unchanging.
His forgiveness is unmerited.
And instead of words unleashing...
My arm wrapped around those shoulders
Of a boy becoming man.
Of a Faith becoming own.
And I thanked God for this Evidence--
Of His light invading darkness.



Proof living, walking, breathing,
Of a heart soft to conviction.
And this mama's heart saw
answered prayer...
In this--
Beautiful confession.








 






34 We love comments!:

At your service: said... Best Blogger Tips

Kara, I don't think I have been able to read a single one of your blogs without tears threatening to flood my face!

Kara said... Best Blogger Tips

Thank you Crystal...for the encouraging words...means a lot to me :)
Love,
K

Amy Sullivan said... Best Blogger Tips

One thing I love about being a parent is the whole idea of forgiveness and loving kids through the hard stuff.

Isn't that what He does? Isn't that what we need from him, daily, daily, daily?

Kara said... Best Blogger Tips

Exactly Amy.
Absolutely.
Shoulder to shoulder.
I've lied...and disobeyed...and hurt...
And I'm so thankful for His kindness that leads to repentance.
For His grace when I don't deserve it.
~Romans 2:4.

Tracey said... Best Blogger Tips

What powerful lessons we learn about our Father God as we parent our own children. Thanks for sharing this moment in words which move us.

GLENDA CHILDERS said... Best Blogger Tips

Some of my favorite memories are a few times when the Holy Spirit really convicted my kids and they sweetly came to ask me for forgiveness. Such an act of obedience and faith . . . and as a mom, brought me such joy.

How glad I am for the truth you speak of here . . . it is gentleness that God uses to bring me to repentance.

Your writing style is very powerful.

fondly,
Glenda

Jen said... Best Blogger Tips

I must remember to deal with my children and God deals with me -- with grace and mercy and love.

But that fear creeps in. And I do not listen to God's whisper as often as i should

Thank you for this humbling reminder.

Kara said... Best Blogger Tips

I can so relate Jen...it's as if I think my words can transform their hearts. I've been convicted lately to spend MUCH more time talking to Him...praying, pleading for them...

Lisa said... Best Blogger Tips

Kara, what a beautiful post. I was just "hopping" over from HHH and read your beautiful post that brought me to tears. It brought to mind the following verse: Nehemiah 9:17 NIV
"...But you are a forgiving God, gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love . . . "
Have a great day! :-)

LeAnn said... Best Blogger Tips

Loved the pictures and the thoughts on your son. It all fit together so beautifully.
Blessings to you!

Laura said... Best Blogger Tips

What a brave young man, to give this beautiful confession. And how wise you are to show grace. Thank you for allowing us this precious peek into your heart. You sure look like your Father.

Mrs. M. said... Best Blogger Tips

Oh Kara, it is during these moments that I hear His Words so loudly.

To offer Mercy - His Mercy...they learn so much from this.

Thank you so much for sharing....

Mrs. M.

Pamela said... Best Blogger Tips

What a beautiful picture this brought to mind. Your son is blessed with a Momma who listens to the whisperings of the heart.

Blessings,
Pamela

Colleen said... Best Blogger Tips

Very beautiful. I found you through Judy's blog at Thankful Woman's Book of Blessings. God bless!

Trish @ Lily-Rose Cottage said... Best Blogger Tips

Kara, this is just beautiful!!
I have known those moments when the Lord asked me to open my hand and extend His mercy to my sons.
We all need forgiving grace and mercy..no matter how old we are.
Beautifully written, my friend!
Thank you for linking to LACE today.
God bless you..Trish

Owner of Homeschool Faith and Family Life Website said... Best Blogger Tips

Beautiful post.
I know this "mothering moment" well.
Thanks for sharing and for visiting A Thankful Woman's Book of Blessings today:)

happygirl said... Best Blogger Tips

My heart heard God's heart
Whisper...

It takes a heart very near to God's own heart to hear that whisper. Lovely.

noreen said... Best Blogger Tips

Hi Kara, how powerfully moving your post is because we want our children to come and tell us the truth and as you mentioned, be loving and forgiving. Instead of our immediate, "oh no" response you listened to God's whispering voice. I'm visiting from NOBH.

Rambling Heather said... Best Blogger Tips

Where are the tissues when you need them?! This was beautiful!

Kris said... Best Blogger Tips

What a beautiful post. So glad I stumbled over here from Ann's blog today. really beautiful, Thank you for this, and many blessings to you and yours.

Old Ollie said... Best Blogger Tips

We need more boys to become men of faith.

Kara said... Best Blogger Tips

Now you guys are making me teary... :)
How incredible is it though when we catch a glimpse that their Faith is real...genuine...their own?
So thankful....my deep heart prayer...to know that our children are walking in Truth.

tinuviel said... Best Blogger Tips

Lovely the way God parents you as you parent your children!

lori said... Best Blogger Tips

I was there with you because I know how hard it can be to walk that line when times are tender. Thankful with you for his soft heart ...

Michelle DeRusha@Graceful said... Best Blogger Tips

There is so much grace to be found in parenting...but yes, it's a choice...one I don't always make with my children, my spouse, my co-workers. So much to learn from Jesus, yes?

So appreciate you linking up, Kara!

emily wierenga said... Best Blogger Tips

Of a boy becoming man.
Of a Faith becoming own.


oh kara... this is where my breath caught. picturing my own son, and hoping i'll be as grace-full as you, friend... that i'll wrap him close and let him know the heart of God. beautiful post, sister.

Joybird said... Best Blogger Tips

breathtaking, from the pictures, to the well chosen words to the moment His voice was captured and His heart was demonstrated first for your son and then again for us, absolutely breathtaking.

David N. said... Best Blogger Tips

I love the way you showed grace even when discipline was warranted. It is in these moments we should God to our children. Thank you for being faithful.

Kati patrianoceu said... Best Blogger Tips

Sounds like a great moment!

Heart n Soul said... Best Blogger Tips

Beautiful Kara ... listening to that quiet still voice as we guide our children often leads us down a different parenting path than the one we may take on our own. Mercy instead of punishment, grace instead of harsh consequence.

Brandee Shafer said... Best Blogger Tips

Beautiful words, BEAUTIFUL photos...

Far Above Rubies said... Best Blogger Tips

Beautifully written, Kara. Thank you.

I appreciate your linking up to Domestically Divine. Love hearing from all you gals.

I've been voting for you, friend.

Jasmine

Kara said... Best Blogger Tips

Thank you Jasmine...same for me... for you :)
Every day!

Lynda said... Best Blogger Tips

It is so precious, and such a learning experience for us when we see our children's growth in the Lord. Thank you for sharing a moment with one of your little ones. What a blessing!

Thank you for linking up at Women of Noble Character and NOBH.

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